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November 28 my year my luck yearmy cousin found my red Lecoste belt. i have been looking for it for 10 months, at the time i gived up, the miracle appears. November 23 第几次?不知道这是第几次为了她哭,不知道为什么会突然就哭了,从来不知道会这么想她,从来不知道会有这么深的感情,从来不知道自己会如此的脆弱.
不知道自己这么怕生死别离,不知道自己这么怕生老病死,不知道自己这么不肯接受现实,不知道自己什么时候才能释然.
不知道为什么会停不下来,不知道为什么会越哭越厉害.
不想停,不想释然,不想忘, 因为
不能忘,不能释然,不能接受就这样消失了.
I don't even want to go back that place, because you are not there anymore
宁愿相信物质不灭, 宁愿相信是一种解脱
I wish you live in peace. I miss you!
November 19 addicted on TH steeped teaAfter a sweet nap, i sat in front of the desk and prepared to study, there was a echo in my head
''steeped tea.
steeped tea..
steeped tea....
steeped tea.......
steeped tea............
steeped tea..................
steeped tea......................
louder and louder, i couldn't stop it, i thought i wont concentrate on study for midterm if i couldn't get the tea in next half an hour.
then, i ran to CAP, crap! its just closed... i should listen to Yumeko coz she said it might closed already.
i had to go Newton s one. It was a nice warm day, but not really for me...still cold, in mid Nov, Edmonton, cannot be that warm as i wished..
i finally got 2 XL, double double, when i hold them, satisfied, extremely.....for the whole night...
im studying now because of Tim hortons' steeped tea..
everntho not very concentrated, but satisfied...
good enough ~
life is tough
and easy
July 24 are clothes and relationship the same?a good relationship is like a piece of comfortable clothes, the best senario is you wear it, warm and safe, but cant feel it.
its like a part of your self.
dont need to worry about it will leave you away someday.
Like an anti-virus software, it normally provide you safety. you rely on it, depend on it,
dont want to uninstall it.
some of the clothes looks fancy, but cold..
and awkward,
it is just one of your hundreds accessories,
it changes time after time,
never belongs to you.
Try to find one, which fits you
not fights you. |
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